Hey, Sorry i havent written yet I love you so much Im sorry I didnt talk to you the day you died You were everything to me and i miss you so very much, Your absence left a big gaping hole in my heart, And im sorry i have to grow up without you I know you were a great man and i miss you very much. I love you so much. So very much. I wish you were here to walk me down the isle on my wedding day. I wish you were here to watch me grow up I wish you were here to watch me graduate from highschool and college in see me go through life I wish you were her. But i know that your no longer in pain anymore. Im glad that you are in a better place with papa Riley and everyone else we lost. I will always miss you and the pain will never fully go away. Im sorry it took so long for me to write this Thank you for everything you did for me and thank you for everything you were to me. I remember going grocery shopping with you, and driving around la porte. I remember going into the hospitals to see you. I would give anything to go back to those days where it was you me and mema. I want you back in my life so bad but i know it wont happen. I love you.