I still can’t believe that you are gone. My faith is strong and I believe God makes no mistakes….your job here was done. I can’t believe we let something so stupid stop our friendship from growing. We had so many good times. I have so many memories that I can go back to and just smile. You were there for me is so many ways. I couldn’t imagine where I’d be now if it wasn’t for your guidance. It just hurts that I wasn’t there for you the way you were there for me. I’m know your dad is glad to have his baby girl by his side again. Please watch over me and when you see I’m lost in motherhood, come into my dreams and help me out. You were a mother that I wish to be. Until we meet again may you rest in peace Tonya Jean (you use to hate me calling you that). God, please watch over Jordy-bear, Itty, Kellen and the rest of Tonya’s family and close friends….help ease the pain they are feeling in their hearts.